Who I am

I would say ignore everything before this post, like I wish I could do, but in all fairness, all of THAT, made me who I am today. Good or bad, I am who I am.

I was fiercely, passionately in love. He somehow fell out of love and became a totally different person. I saw him this weekend for the first time in about 2 years. I wish I could have just smiled at him and walked by, or even said hello. That would be the mature thing to do at this point. Instead I called him an asshole. Oh well, I suppose I will have other opportunities in the future to try a more mature approach to seeing the ex.

So my Facebook relationship status is "It's Complicated", which it is. I've fallen for an ex-boyfriend from my Junior year of high school. That's good right? BUT he moved to Kansas City, which deserves a big BOO. It's complicated for more reasons than distance. But I'm trying to be patient and see if this leads anywhere. It's not like I'm turning down suitors to maintain this complicated relationship.

I'm between semesters at Hawkeye. I have to finish my Physics correspondence class and do PT observations. I am very good at putting both off. I really need to get it done so I can be IN the PTA program. If I don't get in, I honestly have no one to blame but myself. I tend to be a self-saboteur. This time I have to break out of that behavior.

So I hope to continue this blogging thing. Let's see if my mundane life can be put into an interesting combination of words! :)